My Last Dedication
March 7, 2007,Jakarta
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Semua sudah berakhir, terbuang ribuan siang dan malam yang kita lewati bersama. Tawa, tangis, susah, senang, sehat dan sakit. Ga keitung kisah yang akan ada. Kamu, bagian dari hidup aku, masa muda aku, yang penuhi isi hati aku, dan kamu pernah menjadi alasan aku hidup.
Our ‘Final destination’ should be 10 days from today. Hidup baru yang kita rancang bertahun2 sudah tinggal kenangan.
(My Immortal – Evanescence)
I thought we can fight it all, I thought we’re stronger than this. I believed that together ,we can face everything and that every problem has solution(s)and as long as we have our love we’ll be ok.
Guess I was wrong…. You gave up. I know you’re tired, and you couldn’t take it anymore. I made mistakes, you did too. We’re finished and you went away to your new stop. For the one who could understand you and love you better. I know, my love will never be enough for you. I’m sorry… I could not be the one that you want… I’m sorry if I ever hurt your heart.
(One Last Cry – Brian McKnight)
It was painful. It hurts me to my bones. You know how much I love you, that I’d do anything for you and I’d give my life just to be with you. You know that in every breath that I take, I pray for you. My happiness was to see you happy. You know that no one can love you as much as I do. Yet you chose to leave me. With all the reasons that you said, with all arguments that you had, you decided to end it. You love me no more… you have your new love to cherish. I understand…Remeber 30th Sept 2001 When we agreed to stand by each other side forever. To do what ever it takes to be together. I gave you my heart and soul. I gave you my life… I chose you over anything; I put you on top of my every list. I love you more that I love my self.
(Bukan Diriku – Samsons)
Cinta, mungkin untuk terakhir kalinya aku memanggil kamu itu. Cuma kita yang tau apa yang kita rasakan. Cuma kita bedua yang tau indahnya, pahitnya. Sekarang aku harus ikhlas, aku harus rela, aku harus sanggup… Apapun asal kamu bahagia. Dan aku ikhlas, aku rela, aku sanggup.
(When I fall in Love – Celine Dion)
I fell for you, head over heals. You were the center of my world. You showed me how to love and be loved. You gave me the sweetest feeling, and for that I thank you.
You and everybody can say whatever you want. You can accuse me anything; you can blame me for everything. Kamu boleh salahin aku semau kamu, kamu boleh bilang apa aja ttg aku ke siapa aja, kamu boleh lakuin apa aja yang bisa bikin kamu senang. Aku ga akan nyalahin kamu lagi. Aku ga akan marah, aku ga akan dendam. Mungkin dengan begitu aku bisa nebus kesalahan aku sama kamu. Mungkin ini cara terakhir aku untuk tunjukin sayang aku ke kamu.
I used to write you endless letters and poems, this will my last poem for you…
(Kuterimakan – Audy)
Kamu takkan tergantikan dihati aku. Kamu akan selalu punya tempat di dalamnya, walau harus aku kunci rapat2 selamanya.
Selamat tinggal… Tulus kudoakan kamu bahagia dipelabuhan terakhir hatimu…



March 8th, 2007 at 2:02 am
Goosebump bacanya….
Rise and Shine, ma…
March 9th, 2007 at 10:36 am
it’s a wow!
March 16th, 2007 at 11:43 am
see.. there are two guys who care bout you.. they become the first ones to comment
anyway, to survive old memories, definately you have to make beautiful new ones..
tapi jangan lari lagi yah bu..
face it and finish it..
you’re my idol.. you definately can do it
miss u..
March 17th, 2007 at 9:42 am
Nice post.. Glad to know that u’re able to see it in a different perspective now.. a more positive one.. be strong my friend.. our prayers always be with u..
March 20th, 2007 at 10:55 am
Udah, Rim.. cowok mah emang gitu. Semuanya juga berengsek. Makanya gua gak mau pacaran ama cowok.
March 21st, 2007 at 5:01 am
Dasar lo zhar..ngga bilang dari dulu semua co brengsek! tau gitu khan gue ga sampe kayak gini.. hehehehe
April 27th, 2007 at 9:34 pm
wah merinding… semoga Rima bisa tetep kuat dan makin kuat lagi.. Hadapi hidup dengan senyum ya Rim!! Insya Allah akan diberikan kemudahan untuk ke depannya nanti… Jiayoou Rima!!